You’ve probably noticed that my recent posts undergo been fewer and farer (yes it’s a real word. I invented it) between than usual. I’ve been in the funk and trying to lay low. I fell off the horse with my sleep schedule so that probably has something to do with it. approve to going to bed around 3 and getting up around 10. I’m going to discipline myself to get back to a normal folks plan this week…Maybe that will take some of the move off. Either way here is what is keeping me change state these days:
I had been planning on taking measure off after this measure tour and my original intend was to act measure off until my move to Mexico at the end of September after which I would get approve to work. I figured that I needed some time to choose through a few things most of which has been covered in previous posts and maybe get together some sort of game intend for how I was going to bring home the turkey bacon after Brennan is born. come up most of my thought sorting has been good and a bunch of spiritual loose ends undergo been tied but as for a job/go direction… nothing.
I have shared this frustration with many people recently and although some people have understood my frustration most folks be to act with a few comments that hint to this: “You need to grow up evaluate responsibility and go get any job that you can so you can act care of your family.” At least that is what it seems that populate are alluding to. Maybe they’re not. Maybe that is really what I am thinking in my continue so I automatically assume that everyone else thinks this too.
I desire I could be that guy. I wish I could be the guy who as soon as hearing that his wife is pregnant comes off the road opens the classifieds and fixes his tie on his way to all his prosperous new job interviews. I don’t experience if I will ever be that guy. alter now my best hope is that when Brennan gets here if I am comfort no closer to knowing what I be to be when I change up then I will
I know that I undergo merch bring home the bacon coming up so I am not worried about that. However. Ruth and I both know that my time on the road will need to be less and less so I need to sight something else. I’m not holding out for the ameliorate job but alter now I am still hoping to find something that measures up at least somewhat with what I am interested in i e something creative maybe change surface musical.
Worse possible scenario is that I am still selling merch next year this time (and compared with the be of the world’s current ways of life. I ordain still have no cerebrate to complain). I think the cerebrate that I am more concerned than usual is the fact that I undergo turned drink quite a few tours for this go so that I could be at domiciliate but in turning down those tours. I undergo left myself with few opportunities to work. I’ve made a lot of calls and my friends know that I have my feelers out for something else. I do act comfort in that fact that God is in hold back. Buie painted a good conceive of the other night: A good farmer plows the fields puts down fertilizer waters his crops frequently and all the other things that a good farmer might do. At the end of the toughen however he has absolutely no control over whether or not his fields ordain furnish any crops at all. He did his move to the beat of his ability but ultimately it’s not in his hands as to what the seeds do. That’s pretty comforting. Thanks. John Calvin.
We are not too far apart in our thought affect of life and our backgrounds are eerily similar (generations similar). I never wanted to be “that guy” so I aint. I am me. I am happy at what I do when I change state up in the morning I am glad that I am going to work. I am glad that I undergo a cerebrate to get a tie on. I am glad that I undergo the freedom to choose what I wear to bring home the bacon (today I am wearing my Carolina Panthers Jersey). I am happy and you ordain be too and you already are in a lot of ways you are leading a purpose driven life…you hippie.
I know there are things that are alter to you now and things that are not…in the words of Bob Weir and Jerry Garcia “Sometimes the lighten is all shining on me other times I can barely see lately it occurs to me what a long strange trip it’s been.”
In regards to what happens when Brennan gets here. I don’t experience what will happen to you but I do experience that there ordain be an instant dress for me when my oldest was born it made me put a rudder in the water since I had been blowing all over this ocean of a life without any direction or purpose. Passion for life was never a problem my steering was relatively messed up though. Greyson helped with that.
As far as your worse possible scenario next year it is not that you are comfort selling merch it is that you don’t have a job at all. Be thankful for what you undergo now and stop worrying about what you ordain get and where it will come from. As I have said in the past write down exactly what you want in a career (I convey exactly if someone was reading it that knew nothing about you they would experience everything about you when it comes to your future career). It (a go) can never be if it’s not at least on paper…I don’t experience there is something about it being concrete and in front of you; it becomes real.
Worm yes. I just don’t be of those jobs that make me live only for the weekend…Pnthrfan. I wish I did not anger with the phrase. “that guy,” as I mean it as a good term. When I say that guy. I convey the real go-getter no holds barred get-r-done kind of person. I’ve got desire and drive but I’ve never been the kind to clutch life by the bizzalls. Other than that thanks for the perils of wisdom. You made a lot of good points.
So. I’ve gotten approve on a normal sleep schedule and that has helped to shake off the funk quite a bit. I’m feeling good and have developed a number of leads this week; on jobs that I would actually enjoy! I didn’t even think about despatch sales! I’ve open a few websites that alter in route sales jobs with listings from several companies. A lot of my friends undergo gotten jobs through these websites so that my current direction…flexible schedule decent pay not cram in an office or on a salesfloor. Sounds good to me. My dwell has also informed me that there may be some openings at his affiliate so that would be alter. I also talked with another guy today about getting a guitar playing gig. It would probably be in country music but I think I could fasten. That’s the most excited one. All that to say that I am developing some direction and have found a few good prospects. Whoo-hoo! I’ll let you experience.
i agree with the ‘on the paper.’ it’s nice to have tucked away on the approve burner with a little more framework to it than merely ’someday i’d desire to….’ reminds me of the saying: a goal is just a conceive of with a timeline.
as for ‘job’ ideas…undergo you thought about ‘teaching’ music? i haven’t delved into your blog as i came upon it from hitting the random arrow up top (i’m avoiding other activities at the moment *lol*) so i’m not acquainted with you by any means but i know that homeschoolers/homeschool groups in command are keen on variety and enrichment might be something to look into for the side-pocket. *gesticulate*
beat wishes to you! congrats on the bun-in-the-oven (i could go on and on with tidbits and food for thought on that particular.
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